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[ ] I am shorter than 5'4
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars. *how many is “many”?*
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.
[] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx..xxxxx!!!] I hate my dad. *whats the limit on the number of x’s?*
[ ] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother.
[x ] I have a sister
[x]I've sworn at my parents
[ ] I've run away from home
[ x] I've been kicked out of the house. *but im not a bad kid -.-*
[] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday *NEVERRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[ x] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job. *ID NEVER DO THAT, that’s just LOW*
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ x] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x ] I've gotten lost in my city
[ x] I've seen a shooting star
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving. *does indoor skydiving count?*
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. *am allergic…*
[ ] I've crashed a car. *ive been in a car crash..*
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[ x] I miss someone right now.
[x ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex.
[ ] I've had phone sex.
[] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[x ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[ x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[] I've cheated while playing a game. *its not fun that way dudes*
[x] I've cheated on a test. *……..i admit it..but it only happened ONCE*
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[x ] I've been in a fist fight
[ ] I've been arrested.
[] I've consumed alcohol
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[ x] I hate funerals.
[ x] I've seen someone dying.
[ x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.
[x] I know what cosplay means. *surprisingly hahahahhah*
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes *u kidding me, I laugh at ANYTHING* XD
[ ] I eat fast food weekly. *EWWWWWWWW*
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[] I am really ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate.
[] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[] I'm good at remembering names
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
[ ] I loath lables.
[ ] I like action movies.
[x] I like horror movies.
[] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.
[ ] I can't spell.
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] I treasure my friends.
[x] I think of others before myself.
[x] All of those are answered honestly. *unless I missed something* ^^





then i was also tagged by >.<


Ok now…this...it may kill me x.X

1) Name: hilary
2) Name Backwards: yralih…… wow
3) Were you named after anyone?: no
4) Does your name mean anything?: yes
5) Nick Name(s): hil, pid, sexy, pusspig, dork, and “hey you!”
6) Screen Name(s): anything that has to do with pid
7) Date Of Birth: u all don’t need to know that
8) Place of Birth: hell
9) Nationality: german and a tad of british…JUST A TAD THOUGH
10) Current Location: u all know xD
11) Religion: Christ follower
12) Height: 5’6”?
13) Shoe Size umm 9?
14) Hair colour: highlighted
15) Eye colour: green
16) What do you look like?: wtf kind of question is that?
17) Innie or Outie?: GERMAN
18) Righty, Lefty, Ambidextrous: right
19) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: other? Like Asexual? Hm yep
20) Best friends: *deep breath* jessy, heather, jackie, noemi, sylvia, Brittany, carissa, sarjenka, megan, teh libbz, avi, tim, ali, brooke, abby, joyce, sierra, amy, paris, emily, paige, brandi, Courtney, ray, teddy, rubi, Emilie, josh, kristan…holy shit can I stop now?? *pants*
21) Best friend you trust the most: jessy
22) Best friends {your sex}: …all the girl names up there ^
23) Best friends of the opposite sex: …all the guy names up there ^ and jarrett and Austin :3
24) Best Bud(s): ……how many times do u plan on asking this damn question?
25) Girlfriend/boyfriend: no
26) Crush: mb
27) Parent(s): yes..a mother, step father, father, step mother
28) Worst Enemy: my dad
29) Funniest friend: jessy, brooke, abby, and megan r pretty hilarious XD I LESS THAN THREE U GUYS TO DEEEEEEEEEEEEATH
31) Advice Friend: jessy
32) Loudest Friend: ..im everyones loudest friend..therefore no one seems loud compared to me
33) Person you cry with: jessy and carissa
34) Any sisters: yes
35) Any brothers: yes
36) Any pets: yes
37) A Disease: not that im aware of
38) A Pager: no
39) A mp3 player/ipod: yes
40) A laptop: no
41) Gaming platform: yes…many xD
42) Surround sound: yes
43) A Personal phone line: not house phone no..but I have a cel
44) A Cell phone: yes
45) A Lava lamp: yes
46) A Pool or hot tub: yes a hot tub
47) A Car: not that’s mine personally

Describe Your...

48) Personality: I think im a pretty funny person :3
49) Driving: I rock
50) Car or one you want: one that’s so sexy it makes me look ugly xD
52) What’s missing?: huh?
54) Bed: it matches my red monochromatic painting I did
55) Relationship with your parent(s): at the moment none of my four parental figures r too happy with me ._.

Do You...

56) Believe in yourself: sometimes
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: no
58) Consider yourself a good listener: YES
60) Get along with your parents: only with my mom at times
61) Save your e-mail conversations: with certain people yes ^^
62) Pray: yes
63) Believe in reincarnation: no
64) Like to make fun of people:NOOO thats not cool
65) Like to talk on the phone: depends whos on the other end really…
66) Like to eat: not lately -.-;;
67) Like to drive: no
68) Get motion sickness: no
69) Eat the stems of broccoli: YES BROCCOLI KICKS ASS
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: yes?
71) Dream in color: how should I know?
72) Type with your fingers on home row: yes
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: no

What Is...?

74) Right next to you: my cel and gum
75) On the walls of your room: a map of Europe, a few of my paintings, a giant german flag, a picture of jessy, tina, and I, some pictures of jessy and tina, a map of the world, and an amusing sign *ive got a lot of wall space xD*
76) On your mouse pad: its just black
77) Your dream car: déjà vu?
78) Your dream date: someone caring
80) Your dream honeymoon spot: Switzerland :3
80) Your dream husband/wife: someone caring
81) Your bedtime: whenever really
82) Under your bed: part of my rug
83) The single most important question: “what are we talking about?” (I find myself asking that question at least 30 times daily LMFAO)
84) Your bad time of the day: all day
85) Your worst fear(s): not being trusted
86) The weather like: FUCKING HOTTTT
87) The time?: 4.14
88) The date?: 4.9.08
89) The best trick you ever played on someone: ..ive done some mean things >.<
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: I don’t want to think about food right now >.<
91) Your Theme Song: scherbenmeer by Christina stuermer
92) The hardest thing about growing up: living at my dads when I had no say ._.
93) Your funniest experience: there have been a lot
95) The silliest thing you've ever said: I say stupid crap all the time, u just have to pay attention xD
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex: I don’t need the attention of the opposite sex, id prefer they just ignore me
97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s): probably the whole issue that went on last night at work HAH
98) The worst feeling in the world: Empty *I totally agree with teh libbz answer* and alone and afraid
99) The best feeling in the world: the feeling u get knowing u did something of worth :3
100) i tag… no one cuz im kind and caring